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Unexpected Gifts!

I remember the day I was told that i was pregnant. The conversation between me and the nurse went like this: 

Nurse: Alright blood test all done…….Congratulation’s you’re pregnant. 

Me: Okay thank you. Sad expression as i get ready to go. 

Nurse: Did you hear me……you’re pregnant. ………..

Me: Wait…….what? ……..Oh my goddess…..Thank you! 

I was very much use to the idea that i would never carry never have children. So much that when the nurse tried to tell me i was pregnant i already was hearing ” i am sorry but you’re not pregnant. Since I was young i always dreamed of being a mother. Raising my own children or child. But after years of teasing and then being told by the doctors that i had 1 out of a million chance of carrying a child, I gave up on that idea. 

But here I am on my last month. Avalon is due on the 20th. And i am going through motherly nesting!! A.k.A. going crazy of setting up the babies room! I am quite proud of how it has turned out thus far. And When we eventually get our crib and rocking chair i will change the room again. In the mean time the bassinet will do. Lol and that will be moved into our room when  she comes! 

There is nothing like the feeling of wishing to be a mother and carrying your own child full term. A lot of people who are blessed to carry sometimes don’t quite understand the pain of a woman whom is told she can’t carry. That she will never experience carrying her own child full term and giving birth. They try and they try over and over. They loose so many children before they even get the chance to feel that first butterfly of movement. Its a honor to be blessed with the ability to carry and to raise your own child. Everyday I am happy that i was finally given a gift so large yet so small. Motherhood is a blessing. Child birth is a blessing. If you are given this gift honor and cherish it. Cause there are so many out there that will never get what you have been gifted. 

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Well someone’s gotta lead

Good evening #capricorn
Here is your spread for 1/16/19

If you got that rest that you needed then tomorrow you should be rearing to go much like our knight of wands. You’re going to need all your energy and passion. Death is passing by again with some more changes. Meaning your day will not go just as planned. But always remember roll with the changes not against them.
Our pages is bringing some emotional knews. If you dont receive it today expect it in three days. We already know you’re expecting some knews by Sunday. Hopefully this is that knews you have been waiting for and its making it’s way starting today.
Ace of swords is riding with you today. Meaning there is some new fresh beginnings starting for some of you in business. Those thinking now is the time to start on that business venture, you would be correct! It’s time to take the reigns! Be your own leader. Your own emperor!! Rule both your home and work life!
Your warning today is try not to take on too much at once. Take on what you can handle. You don’t need to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders!!

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Capricorns get some damn rest!

Good evening capricorn
Here is your spread for tomorrow 1/15/19

You arent getting the rest you need. And it will eventually take its toll on your body. There is a sense of lost hope for some of you. You’re loosing faith in your self worth. You’re worth it and you need to remember this. I know that you have been through some tough times. But now you need to roll your shoulders back and stand up straight and get ready to sacrifice some things and time to get shyte done.
This deck is always my slap you in the face and tell you straight what you need. I feel it’s literally yelling. You aren’t taking care of yourself. You need to be the empress of your body. Love if and nourish it so that you can do the same with your plans. It’s either do this or be trapped blindly cause you want to cry about what you dont have and give up. Things aren’t easy. But you have to have faith and push for your dreams. And you can’t do that if you aren’t taking care of yourself. You need strength. With rest comes strength.

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Last week of the capricorn

Good evening #capricorn
Here is your spread for this upcoming week. This will be our last week together!

Monday- being direct. No nonsense. Police or military involvement

Tuesday- rest

Wednesday- traveling or changing residence. Not a time to be rash.

Thursday- stalemate

Friday- sacrifice

Saturday- creative Male

Sunday- the knight is bringing you something you have been waiting for. Rather it be money, promotion or a change of plans you have been hoping for. Its coming. In 3 days if not today.

Good evening capricorn
Here is your spread for Monday 1/14/19

Today is going to go quickly. Do not expect things to go as planned. Death card is rolling through so that means changes are coming. Roll with the changes not against them. These changes may involve a very strick no nonsense personal. But you will get to celebrate your success as you roll with the changes.
Those with party plans. Things may not go as planned. Just make sure you have backup plans if needed.
Balance is key today in seeing you through today. You might have to sacrifice some time and things to balance things out.
Good news is on it’s way. You have been waiting for this. Something that has to do with legal matters. If you don’t recieve it today expect it in days.

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Capricorn the leader

Good afternoon #capricorn

Today you need to be more in control of your life. Don’t let other control your path in life.
A change will come today. If not in 3 days. This change is needed for you to start the next step on your path. I told you to let your creativity go and to get your plans rolling. Now it’s the time to truly push forward on those plans if you haven’t already. Plant your seeds so your success can grow. Nuture it like a mother nurtures and helps their children grow.
It’s okay to celebrate your successes. But don’t party too hard that you become blind to your actions. As quickly as you try to build a wall of success it can come tumbling down if it’s not secure or if you allow yourself to celebrate blindly.
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Many blessings Capricorns

Good morning #capricorn

Not everyone is out to get you. Your level of paranoia will undo you today. Focus on your tasks at hand. So many aces and prosperity running through your spread today. Ace of wands is with you today. Meaning continue to use your creative ideas. Follow your instincts to help with your success. Work with others to build your knowledge. Ace of cups informs you of your blessings today and good vibes . Just remain focus, and remember don’t let your emotions get the best of you, with making decisions throughout your day.

#tarotreading #dailytarotreading #workflo #newbeginnings #goodvibes #goodday #goodnews #positive #worldisyours #work #workflo #business #choices #decisions

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Capricorn the fool

Good morning #capricorn

Oh the days of playing the fool. You feel a bit lost. Unsure and trapped. Mostly cause as a fool you’ve found yourself out of your comfort zone. It’s the worse feeling. But it’s a feeling you need to grow. It brings new challenges. And when you have passed these challenges the need to reward yourself in celebration is needed. But first you have to pick a path as this fool. And be prepared for things to come tumbling down if you build your path wrong. Don’t build a path built on lies and deceit. Those walls always come tumbling down. Believe in your creativity and creative leadership to help you along.
For those in a relationship. Be mindful of your choices. As you discover this path make sure your significant other is involved some how. Even if its just talking about your plans. Don’t let them feel left out.
#dailytarotreading #tarotreading #workflo #obstacles #yougotthis #beambitious #newbeginnings #ideas #creativity #leadership #love

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Capricorn the fool

Good morning #capricorn

Oh the days of playing the fool. You feel a bit lost. Unsure and trapped. Mostly cause as a fool you’ve found yourself out of your comfort zone. It’s the worse feeling. But it’s a feeling you need to grow. It brings new challenges. And when you have passed these challenges the need to reward yourself in celebration is needed. But first you have to pick a path as this fool. And be prepared for things to come tumbling down if you build your path wrong. Don’t build a path built on lies and deceit. Those walls always come tumbling down. Believe in your creativity and creative leadership to help you along.
For those in a relationship. Be mindful of your choices. As you discover this path make sure your significant other is involved some how. Even if its just talking about your plans. Don’t let them feel left out.
#dailytarotreading #tarotreading #workflo #obstacles #yougotthis #beambitious #newbeginnings #ideas #creativity #leadership #love